I have been worked for 10 years, more less. Then since I moved to Melbourne, I automatically can't immediately work here. So it's been more than a year I am unemployed . At first it feels like vacation, after a load of works and two weeks works a week off but still at the same field, I really enjoyed a couple months being unemployed. But then it become really not as relax as before. Especially I became useless and powerless.

Of course boredom also one of the reason that I become more and more depressed. Blogging become one of my alternative to get out from the depression. But, how long that you have to type? 8 hours? Not that long, right. So, yes, blogging could help me, for a couple hours.

Now I just waiting for my partner visa to be accept, and it also means I could work or study here. But study without PR means I don't get government funding, while study in Australia is expensive.

I also applied several jobs, but neither of them accept me.  

Visa application that cost us lots of money, and also the broken car is disaster for all the travelling junkie. Means I couldn't go everywhere far.

Ideally we planned to going somewhere every weekend. Because it is easy to find some places to enjoying the nature here.

But, plan is plan, lots of failed than realization. 

Seems it is easy, but practically, it is difficult. It is so difficult to push your self not to say something bad, or judging someone, or being jealous, or always winging.

Especially I realize that my life now 180° different, and all the depressing things that I have to face. It is not really easy to be positive all the time. But I think it will be worth it

It's just about time. Because I seldom drive here, I want to drive too. Especially my driving license is makes me able to drive here.