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Like most of the blogger, I want this blog have lots and lots of reader come and read this blog. And I hope with all the posts I made in this blog, all the reader can feel the emotion too. 

And I also hope the reader of this blog doesn't think that I made this blog for showing off my new life. I made this blog just want to share my new life, not showing it off.

So, I think in the future, this blog will have lots of posts with lots of emotions in it. 

Even at the beginning, I want this blog to be a travelling around Australia's blog, but since travelling around Australia is still impossible this time, so I think change it to be my new life here would harm anyone. 

I hope lots people will come and read this blog, and don't think it just my way to showing off my Australian life. Because I wrote this blog purely from my point of view as an Indonesian woman, with lots of views in my mind. 

I hope you all likes this blog.

And, with this post, it means I finished my 30 days blogging challenge, YAAAYYY!!!! And yes, I made last three posts at the last day (sorry). Because my boyfriend's grandchild visiting the house this couple days, and I helped baby sit him. So after he returned to his home I already worn out, and have no power to think and type, LOL/

For those who want to do this challenge, I welcome you.

For those who try to do this challenge, you have a good job.

And, for those who try to do this challenge and still going, keep on the good job, mate!!!

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To be honest, I don't remember any of the memories about things that makes me so embarrassed. Oh well, better skip this theme, LOL.

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Well, if you ask me what is my hidden tallent, perhaps now it's not a hidden tallent anymore. Actually right until before I move to Australia, I don't know that I could cook.

I've tried so many things that tickled my art senses. Says knitting, sewing, making my own card, or even planning to do a pottery.

Since I have lots of spare time, I have all the time in the world. So re-awake the blog also one of the things I do, beside looking for my tallent. Then I found it.

Why I said my hidden tallent is cooking, is because...
1. My mother is not a good cook, she never taught me how to cook, or even spend more time to cook something wow.
2. Because looking for Indonesian food in Australia is not that easy, so I have to made it by my self.
3. Everytime I cook something, it always taste the same (so far)

So I think that my hidden tallent is cooking. LOL 

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Thank God until now I don't have any biggest regret yet. Back a couple years ago maybe I had one or two. At that time sometimes I thought why I didn't take the chance? But now, I am so grateful that those chances are come again, even not as big as before.

I was in the deepest regrets when I followed my mother words. She wanted me to be more focus at my work rather than my master study. Yes, I was study master back a couple years ago. But I didn't finished it, and I am not proud of it. Instead, I am so despair and regret it. 

Listened to her words made me so confused, because I still want to finished my master degree. At that time, a place where I worked didn't have any dispensation for a staff who took the study too. And my Uni also didn't have any dispensation too for a student who work. At the end, I couldn't finished my Master study, and I even didn't get a better position at that company. I worked at the woop woop* instead, and it was so far away from the nearest city center. 

*) Aussie's slang meaning somewhere far away

My first day at the new company wasn't really good. Started from my family that living there too, until the mindset of people that worked, stay, work and stay at that place. It was so different from mine, and it was so hard to make them understand that being an open minded person is not wrong. 

Held on for six years at that company still made me feel it was getting hard day by day. I felt that I had no chance what so ever. And it ended up made me have a depression. Even though being at that place wasn't the only thing that made me had a depression.

At the end, because nobody care and understand my depression, I decided to save my self. Why myself? Because I couldn't asked help to my parents, they have their own problem, and their trowed their problems to me, hopped that I could help them, so how could I asked them to help me? 

So, I stepped away, trying to seek help for my self. And one day one helping door opened, and it introduced me to my boyfriend, and giving me a new life at Australia. Even thought I realize that moving to Australia mean I have to be prepare to start from ZERO, and become minority. 

But, this one open door, opened another doors for me. My boyfriend give me trust and believe and support for me to restart my master study, he also give his full support for me when I said I want to work if there is any chance, and give me lots of spaces for my creativity. And  he help me to study more and more about my new life. 

I am blessed

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The theme is what attracts me from love. Alright, since I have a partner, I will tell you what makes me attracted for him.

Beside take me as I am , and working hard to make me move from Indonesia to Australia, these are some things that attract me.

I actually don't have 100% physical appearance like Chris Hemsworth criteria. I think as long as he have neat appearance it is good. Beard? I think with or without beard my partner is attractive. LOL.

• Supporting

• Patient

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Wow, if I won the lottery, of course I want lots of things, like buying houses for my parents and myeself, buying a car, take my sister to Australia for study, and also having my own master study too.

I want to buy a car, because I really want to have car by myself. Plus, I could drive a car here, in Australia.

I also want to buy my parents a house, because they don't have a house. Don't ask me why. LOL.

Of course I want to have my own house too. We still rent a house now. And the house we rent is a little bit small for more than two people inside. Plus, we want to have cat and dog, and the house we rent now is not allow us to have pets. I also want a garden for my self. 

Bring my sister to study in Australia, is because I am a girl that believe education is everything. Especially if I think there is a better chance to get the better education. 

Talking about a girl that think education is everything, I also want to have my master degree to complete my first level of education, because I want to be a lecturer, I guess it will be lots of fun. 

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I have to admit I have one worst habit ever: DIFFICULT TO WAKE UP EARLY. So, if I have to wake up early in the morning, I have to prepare it in two days advance.

And that worse habit also make another new bad habit, I have nausea everytime I have to go somewhere that makes me have to wake up early. It is really good. Especially I love to travel, and this is really makes me sometimes hate myself too. I tried to sleep at the vehicles, like car or plane. But, Apparently, I also not enjoy sleeping at the moving vehicle, unless I am really not sleep all night, or only sleep for one or two hours.

And if I didn't have enough sleep, it makes my mood really bad. That is why, everytime I traveled somewhere, I add one more day for resting. It would be bad mood all day for me if I have lack of sleep.

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Like at the scene at Inside Out Movie. I couldn't explain itu, but sometimes the happy memory also become the sad memory. Something like that. 

• Something that not granted, yet.

• See my friend succeed at the thing that I want

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Actuallu it is so easy to make me happy, and also easy to make me sad, LOL.

My guilty pleasure. Started at the last company I've worked at Indonesia. There I couldn't bought something around. If I want to buy something, I should go to the nearest city for two hours. So online shopping become the only choice.

Clothes, cosmetics, shoes, anything. As long as it's online shopping, I will be happy. If the package arrive I feel like I gave myself present.

Now, it become easier, especially for cosmetics. There are lots of online subscription for one box that consist of many things.

Also read: Bella Box May 2018

• Travelling

• Eat

• My Boyfriend

• Money at Bank Account

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Talking about favourite movies, I have some...

Of course, because we all grow up with them. Who don't like Harry Potter. But maybe some don't like it. Then again, who am I to judge.

I could watch the movies from the first until end continued. LOL. Especially nowadays I didn't do much here, so it always fun to do Harry Potter marathon.

• Pirates of the Carribean

I think I like it because the way Johnny Depp played as (captain)Jack Sparrow. Witty. And I think it fit him so much. But some said, it was offered to Jim Carey too. I think if Carey as Sparrow also have it own character too. But, I'm not protest either it's Depp or Carey.

Then again, these pirates movies are so different from any pirates movies. It's funny and very light.

• The Robert Langdon Trilogy (Da Vinci Code, Angels & Demons, Inferno)

Apparently, I am immediately fall in love with this movie. You are not just only watch it, but also think, and sometimes tried to remember the history lesson you've got at school. Plus, the locations are sooooo beautiful.

• My Neighbor Totoro

• Spirited Away

My boyfriend actually not a fans of animated movie. But when I showed him and asked him to watch this movie. He literally didn't take his eyes away.

Kalau kalian? Apa film favorite kalian?